he walks alone

back from this disaster

2006-08-26T19:25:00.000-07:00

i havnt been blogging in 5thousand years omg. haha. hmm i recently got back from malaysia, from the bukit jalil sports school competition thing. woah. playing with the team there really rocked =] . hmm everyone was so patient in court.i know im noob LA. but they didnt out n out scold me, or stone me..thanks guys.=]. i got INSPIRED by watching the thailand girls play. their really good. its like they can use every opp to attack. or kill the opponent! hmmm im also inspired by their hairstyle. =D =D =D =D =D. hahah my "buddy buddy" from the thai team was niphaporn aroon. annie. shes the middle hitter for her team and is 170cm tall. =] she also is REALLY REALLY REALLY nice.. hmm but gets scared of her coach SUPER easily.. haha bernies buddy buddy was pei... hmm bernie really liked her, and was obviously sad when we had to go.=[=[ dont worry bernie! im sure youll see her again one day!! =] lets go thailand the year after MY os??? =]=] hmm..there was alot of controversy withinthe teams too. haa. i know two guys from the spore vb team who like two of MY teammates. etc etc etc. hmm. i think everyone should take heed from the msia team, no doubt that they were rather irritating [understatement] during matches.but they had fun and worked hard together! =] haha. actually alot is going on with my life now. but stating it is rather dumb. innit?

jump5

2006-07-14T03:25:00.000-07:00

recently i have been listening to jump5, again. i have always liked them, i mean have YOU SEEN THEM DANCING?! oh my goodness their really good. haha. their not too bad as singers too, a few of my particular favourite songs from are joyride, put me in the picture, start jumpin', i belong to you, do ya and throw your hands up, go download them or something its really fun. but dont listen too much you'll get sian, if you do however, wait 3months then listen again, it that kinda music haha.
yes
also today at some meeting thing[for a vb malaysia trip], the cs team got our training jerseys. GROSS MOLTEN THINGIES. i think if we wear them, we'll end up looking like tiger beer girls okay. its bright orange with blue trimming. apparently we didnt get sponsered by the singapore schools thing, so we had no sponsers, so we might have to pay for stuff like training attire, jerseys etc. but thankfully we've found a sponser. whoever it is. hahah i cant wait for the malaysia trip, it'll be fun innit.
then i got the attack of the jerks
guys who expected me to pay for THEIR cab fare
yeesh
what a ''beautiful'' end to the day

amanda

2006-07-11T07:41:00.000-07:00

this goes to amanda ong. miss personality and my sunshine.=]
thanks for taking my crap at 2am, the rambling about boys, parents, volleyball, and church.
for being so cool about everything. ill ALWAYS remember the prunes thing.your the first friend in a long while to have spent more than 30 min on the phone with me record breaker!

----
I found You in the most unlikely way
But really it was You who found me
And I found myself in the gifts that You gave
You gave me so much and I

I wish You could stay
but I'll, I'll wait for the day

Chorus
And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

From the first moment when I heard Your name
Something in my heart came alive
You showed me love and no words could explain
A love with the power to
Open the door
To a world I was made for

Chorus
And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

The dark night, the hard fight
The long climb up the hill knowing the cost
The brave death, the last breathe
The silence whispering all hope was lost
The thunder, the wonder
A power that brings the dead back to life

I wish You could stay
But I'll wait for the day
And though You've gone away
You come back and

Chorus
And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

And I'll watch as the sun fills a sky that was dark
And I'll be remembering You
And I'll think of the way that You fill up my heart
And I'll be remembering You

I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You

I'll be remembering You
----
steven curtis chapman- remembering you[the chronicles of narnia soundtrack]
[i CRIED when i heard this song.]

amanda ong. random. yellow. fun.
tears up letters written to her. FOR FUN
imagine amanda without the As
mnd

in the game of boys

2006-07-01T21:12:00.000-07:00

ive been reading alot recently. the latest book is Hearts Delight, its ALOT like adrian mole 13 3/4. but the more matured version, where the main character was so in love with the girl that he actually contemplated suicide, where he collected all the things from his relationship and destroyed them one by one, thinkin he can destroy the girl, from his mind. but in the end, he couldnt bring himself too, knowing that by killing himself[with blue pills from the medicine cabinet] its only a feel sorry for me ploy. the book was much deeper than adrian mole, adrian was very honest and upfront about his love/hate relationship with pandora, but in hearts delight the character[he doesnt have a name] was close to blinded, he couldnt even see the hints in front of him. but hearts delight was a very good read. better than adrian mole, who was getting quite childish haha. i tend to chance upon books like these alot, relationship books, and i dont even intend too! does hearts delight sound very bgr-ish? no. does adrian mole?no.
but i tend to alot, and these books make me think alot, do our whole lives revolve around guys?/girls? it comes acros as.think your on the bus with a girlfriend/guy mate, 5minutes into the conversation and your chatting abt the opposite sex, why this guy is hotter than the other, or why this guy is not like the rest. right?
c'mon im guilty too, its totally innocent but it happens.maybe we should quit talking abt finding THE perfect guy and set our attention on being the best than we can be to everyone.

guys-please be fair to girls, chivalry aint just being totally sweet to the prettiest girl and a jerk to the one with acne/or whatever. i think girls want someone who is fair to all, sure you can be nice to her if you like her or what, but its pretty obvious if yer only nice to the popular ones
girls-looking out for a bf shouldnt be the cutest or most charming prince. nerds can be damn sweet too you know. are you out only to flaunt yer guy to mates?to prove something? you gotta know what you want[not saying that you go out with every guy who happens to have what you want!]and set limits =] also, chill dont rush into the game. its pointless.

okay im done sounding like a bloody self help book

the bbq

2006-06-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

what happened yesterday? we had a farewell bbq cum partaye for the graduating seniors. we started hell late[i dont know why but i want to know]and had to cancel two totally awesome games! eurgh ...nvm our water bomb game also cancelled DAMn you security!!! eurgh ahhh who cares got an awesome photo of ding bei ling/brandy/tinghui/angel with no warheads in their mouths and of nicola and poon with flour faces cus my station is the take-sweets-from-flour-without-hands station! wha funn ness man.. here are some shots!

ding beiling/pauline/mu zh* TING HUI BRENDA/brandy

sexy nicola p0on

i bet everyone is dying to see a pic of angel..but i shall respect her camera shyness=]

everyone was wack
nobody listened
they only HEARD
its damn annoying..just listen to the lousy instructions then nthn would have screwed up la!
sigh..
i felt very invisible yesterday and can totally relate to janice now..everyone take heed and just pay some frikin attention to whoever is up front..its damn irritating if you aint you know..trust me i nearly killed a few ppl yesterday

-~to all who got into trouble. im really sorry. i just wanted to look out for you. it wasnt supposed to end this way.to jan bel and jinlian. im so sorry i screwed up

im in the combined schools team! got shortlisted! yay thank goodness esp to poon who asked me everyweek to jia you..and angel who rocks my effin socks off!

drinkin and depression

2006-06-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

why is it that people go into depression?
ive noticed its a growing trend. ya know? its as if...every single "sane" girl would have gone thru this STAGE where everyone in the whole wide world is against them..hmmmaybe thats why i wanna study psychology. dig into peoples minds[not literally for gods sake]
i was on the phone with amanda last night[22june] she called at eleven fiftynine and we talked till two seventeen am. talking with amanda is very different from talking to other people. shes honest with me and with herself. ya know sometimes you call people just to feel better? like your hamster dies and you wanna cry about it? ill call alena about that. haha. if your bored you call amanda too.. shes really fun and seriously random.. a joy a joy=]
what about drinking? or smokin'? [not the mask smokin as in really smoking]
got mates who booze..church mates and school mates..i go tipsy at the slightest bit of ach...lawl

why poon is poon

2006-06-21T03:18:00.000-07:00

okay. so. now my blog is all nice and funky, lets get down to my first serious post. the hols were more like boot camps though.other than the vball-associated bits..the hols really sucked. sorry but its true..they were either boring or really useless.
.my spiritual life now is wack, i thought that, after ldrs camp, i would be better. but after awhile..i just drifted off..who cares.thats MY problem..no?
why do we[bgirls2006] call singyee poonpoon?and tszkei mashi? well ''mashi'' came from nat..saying she's like a mashmallow, white and soft..too true nat. poon originated from, well, a personal thing..hahah ask her. one word to describe each of my teammates/my batchgirls+jinlian,rach,bel and weiling?here goes...
angel=POWER
siti=*giggle*
poon=----silence----
silver=stupid
roseline=random
tszkei=wierd
janice=cats!
weiling=loudhailer
jinlian=thin
nat=amusing/corny[no competition]
bel=nonchalent
mingmin=tempremental
rach=*tsktsktsk*
pauline=DING
thats that then.

in the beginning

2006-06-21T01:20:00.000-07:00

guess what? new blog..my second since sec1..hopefully this one is better. haha. i doubt ill be able to post regularly..but ill try my best.
i dont know why people creat blogs. to let people know ALL about them? maybe. ill try to keep my blog as neutral as possible..only posting what is interesting. i dont think im all that intersting. i laugh at my own jokes for petes sake! but. if i come across an intersting topic, about myself,or other people.ill post it. expect TONS of song lyrics..i have a pechant for songs that make me think..mainly jason mraz and blink182. theres just something about them.. sigh..im sad..i truly am. im listening to music nobody cares about! mainly jason mraz. i honestly dont know any other fans. cuz he aint cute,he aint buff,he doesnt rAWK..but he's a really good singer/sonwriter..honestly. give it a shot. ive gone off topic but who cares lawl. ive been listening to this song recently, it makes me laugh TONS. its called the kung pow rap by VEGGIETALES=] love it. go find it on the net and hear it i swear youll be rapping the tou fu rap in 5 minutes! tou fufu...........

now i gotta surrender my blog to singyee/poonpoon to do all that gizmo schizmo tagboardy thingamaginggy that ill never understand..over to you then poon[i shall write abt her in one entry..maybe right after shes done=]]